May not be around much for a while still

Hi Everyone, I am afraid my back is cause major issues again and I just have not been able to make it on. I may actually have to have back surgery in the near future it is that bad. For those that are interested in the why, I have nerves being pinched and compressed causing the loss of sensation in my left left foot and leg. Not to mention unbarable amounts of pain. So I hope to get back with you all soon. (as usual)

Love to everyone,
Denise aka Miztress Zara

Don't really know you but I wish you good luck and health, sounds pretty serious, how did it get to this point accident?

No. Just general wear and tear apparently from what the doctors I recently saw said. And although there is pain, weakness and numbness in my left leg they seem to think it will heal with time.

Thanks for asking though. :)

Hope you feel better soon Zara.Know how you feel hun.I've lost 3 stones in weight and have an enlarged spleen.My blood count has gone through the floor.and im asleep constantly and all they do is stick needles in me...lol.
Still,as uncomfortable as it is,GW keeps us going.Get well soon.
AnnaX.

Thanks Anna I am working on getting better. And maybe someday I will make it back into the game.

I hope you feel better too. I can only imagine how much your problems suck too.

I feel i must make a post for Zarra and Anna, though Anna already knows i want her to kick the buttmonkeys that are making her unwell... Zarra i realy hope they can fix your back problem. I have 2 parents who's backs arent in super shape and i know the pain of being out of everything when your back gets it. I've tried to imagine the pain your going through on which i prolly failed cos its prolly alot worse than i already imagined.

I hope you get well fast to have you back online, with a good and strong back, feelings back in your leg and foot. That you may be spared from all the pain and can smile w/o any pain at all.
Also im sure when i say that Lea (as in the guild) and I wish you alot of bettership (if thats a word) so you may become better. We miss having you arround and hope to get you back online soon.

Take care dear Zarra (and Anna ) Dont give up!

.. and remember for mother nature.. Save a tree.... eat a beaver!

Thank you so much Spawny! I am not giving up but considering how long things have been going on it could still be a year or more before I am able to really get back to playing again. But I will pop in whenever possible here and in game.

Hugs to everyone,
Zara

A year? Man you'll be joining in by the time GW2 is finally there anyways goodluck on recovering doesn't sound easy to me.

im sure when your better again, we'll still be here

hugs

take care

I doubt it

I speak for myself if i say i'll be hanging arround this forum Anna.

I was speaking for myslef when i said i doubt it.

could be just me, but you seem pretty pissed off

Well Guess it doesn't matter if I make it back now. So I won't worry about rushing things. Was great knowing everyone.

Zara

Take care Zarra, its most likely i'll still be here when you get back

*huggy*

Yeah But I just went on to the game mostly to make sure that my account was safe since I read that one post about the hacked account and I am no longer in the guild (again) so I won't be. And I now have no reason to come back at any point.

If it makes you feel better, i didnt kick you and i wouldnt even when i get a gun put against my head. (gosh i wouldnt even mind pulling the trigger for the person)
but just get better and when things get back together and stuff, i'll be most happy to invite you back and even help you out.

But primary objective for you: get better, and we'll see bout the rest ((((hug))))

Thanks Spawny!!!! You are really nice and I am glad at least someone seems to care. I mean it wasn't like I haven't been letting you all know my life is a disaster. :) And I will take you up on that if and when I can get the interest back now. This is the 3 or 4th time this has happened not that I really can blame them. It's been over a year now since I have really been on with any regularity.

I'll be looking out for ya

Take care

Thanks again and I am working on that. Course what I didn't say before is that I found new problems. (medical ones again. I think I need a refund on this body!) (But this time they are getting kinda personal too so I probably won't tell more about them) But I am working my way through it as best I can and now I am using a TENS unit for anyone that even knows what that is. To help control some of the pain.

PS. Spawny if you don't mind I may try and find you personally on the game so if I do decide to play I might have someone to help me work back in. If that is ok?

Zara

Im not on much these days due some issues, but you can pm and contact me as much as you want when im on.

ingame names: Daio Rai / lil Nyu / Spawny Rai / Mahow Zeh / Lil mahow / Nyu Dai / Iris Rai // i might have more but i forgot their names lol

Im mostly on Daio Rai and Mahow Zeh these days. So, if your online you might wanna check those 2 names.

Hope i can be of any assistance and your welcome in advance

- Mahow // Spawny